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| 08:49pm 25/08/2005 |
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mood:  irritated music: NIN - The Hand That Feeds
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I bought 20-something.net
Once skool begins again, I shall finally finish my research and refine the results in a suitable form. The data and opinions will be available there - once I build it. LOL.
Have to say, the predictions are turning out to be true. They are assholes, for lack of a better word. It is so embarrassing, not to mention distressing, to even be of the same age group as they are.
If you are as allergic to this ever-growing group as I am, steer clear of SCCC. Even so, it is a perfect environment to study them in their 'preferred habitat'.
Wish I could get credit in some class for all this work. LOL.
As I said below, LiveJournal is lame. A better place to find me is myspace, and on AIM.
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| 08:20pm 17/11/2004 |
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Scary how accurate those last two are. |
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| 07:43pm 22/10/2004 |
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| 10:39pm 17/10/2004 |
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mood:  depressed
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The world sucks.
Life sucks.
I suck.
I hate myself. |
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| 07:32pm 14/10/2004 |
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mood:  thirsty
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I won't ever call it an "LJ".
I keep my comments on others' entries to a minimum...these entires are not chat rooms. Many posts appear as such.
I am telling you now that if I post a comment to your live journal, it is for a darn good reason - nothing frivolous.
I recognize that my entries amount to nothing in the grand scheme of things...though I see many people who think that their entries will stand the test of time.
I will endeavor to keep my entries related to my life or that of those close to me...not some fiery, passionate opinion on something.
I know that live journals have no deep purpose, meaning, or whatever.
I shall resist the urge to rant about political or social issues on my live journal, as all too many sadly do - I'll save that for the bloggers (LOL).
I respect your opinions on your posts to mine however. Also, I respect your right not to post.
I refrain from refraining from posting objectionable content...if you don't like the crap, too bad. It's usually pretty boring and inoffensive though.
I see that many people live their lives by their posts and the posts of others. I don't, and I suggest you don't either - CMC is not real interaction.
Finally, I acknowledge the fact that nobody REALLY cares about my live journal (or yours). |
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| 11:36pm 12/10/2004 |
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mood:  anxious music: Fell in Love With a Girl - Richard Cheese cover
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Life sucks, especially when something sneaky is happening that I can't figure out. What in the world is going on? |
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| 12:07am 07/10/2004 |
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mood: angry
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Ya know, this was almost a good day. School wasn't that bad. Then I get home...and my mom is all being an asshole.
Big argument.
I mean, come on...does she LIKE this crap?
Most people don't like to argue. Whatever.
parents suck... |
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| 04:23pm 05/10/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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Okay...just came to a new conclusion - A "blog" is run by a person who thinks they're too mature and/or sophisticated to have a "Live Journal" (how juvenile ::sticks nose in air:: ). Bloggers - Get your head out of the clouds and get down off your high horse - you are a normal person and a blog is NOT a news source.
It's just some random asshole's (albeit well written) opinion of stuff.
Like my site... [sorry, its not 'ready for prime-time' anymore]
Its nothing but rants. And it comes right out and says that. Most blogs project the appearance that they are an valid mainstream viewpoint of a political or social issue.
In reality...it’s simply mature ranting. Have fun bloggers...LMFAO |
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| Dumb rant about skool #1 in a series |
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| 01:46pm 05/10/2004 |
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mood:  okay music: Jadakiss - Put Ya Handz Up! (playlist item 1,793)
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School continues...
And it sux0rs. It's so lonely and disheartening. Same old classes, day after day...asshole pretentious teachers - also known as "professors".
I can't wait to transfer for winter quarter to Seattle Central.
Psych has been hell. It goes too fast and its a "hybrid" class...which we wern't told to the first day. Hybrid means that some of the work has to be done online and weekly study groups are required. I hate submitting work online...I like to slam down my homework on the teacher's desk...not post to some forum.
Papers are required every week. That's not so bad, but it has to be done through study groups...and I have to admit that each of us taking a portion of the paper to write isn't so bad.
The tests every Monday really suck though. The information so far has been total shit. It's all physical brain stuff. A new student could walk in tomorrow and think he's in a Biology class. It's that dry. Scantron tests, of course...ugh.
Other classes...Speech - That's actually kind of cool. Not much work to do. It's a bit too personal for my tastes though. The teacher is really nice, does a lot of wisecracks. Usually I would have no problem with that...but something about the situation doesn't click with me. The over-prevalence of "old people" (late 20s and up) really weirds me out. I'm not on their level. Some of the jokes are not nasty or anything, but are directed towards the older portion of the class.
By far the stupidist class is "Stratagies for Acedemic Success". Its such a BS class. It's all running-start kids and old fogies who never finished HS and are trying to get their GED after 60 years or whatever.
My current opinions on school (aka I HATE IT) have to be silenced in this class. Its about "Acedemic Success" which means telling us how to take notes, use the library and computers, and getting all enthusiastic about personal learning styles. We have to write journal entires on out "discoveries". It's all such shit. If I want this kind of crap I can sign up for one of those pop-psych motivational seminars.
This class is required and only 2 credits. I'll be glad when its over.
I had a math class too but I dropped it. I'll take that over at SC when I get there. |
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| 11:06pm 28/09/2004 |
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mood:  awake
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I'm back. On all four screen names, ICQ, and MSN. .:In stereo, where available:.
I'm doing all right. Thanks all for caring. Talk to me if you get the chance. :-) |
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| 09:34pm 24/09/2004 |
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mood:  silly music: Republica - Drop Dead Gorgeous
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Well, here it is, the first Friday of the school year...am I partying? Apparently not. LOL
I'm instead sitting here being bored. Not that I'm a wild party animal that is being deprived. Just as a stereotypical Friday night goes...this aint one for the record books. Doing some homework so I won't have to do it later in the weekend.
I AM happy that I don;t have to wake up early tomorrow!
Talking to friends online, which is never boring.
Lets see...got some new shoes today. They're on my feet now - sketchers.
Ate a DQ Blizzard today. Oreo. YUMMMM
Ugh...bored. Need to run around. Which would mean I'm actually restless and not just bored. But then that would mean I'm confused. And all this backing up and redeciding my emotional state would lead some to believe its paranoia...then again...ROFL. I'll just chill.
Peace. |
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| 05:58pm 21/09/2004 |
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mood: aggravated music: Murder on the Dancefloor - Sophie Ellis Bextor
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First, call that phone number...
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Second, skool sucks...
Thats all there is to it. People are either assholes, rednecks, or just plain boring. Too many navy people...omg. And too many old people...
And too many KIDS! I'm talking little kids...
I know its not your fault that you're pregnant at 17 or whatever the hell is the case...but come on...there's a DAY CARE! Don't take your kids to class. Very distracting.
The daily drive to Bremerton also sucks.
Thats it. You may now resume your pitiful lives as I resume mine. |
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| hopefully the last of one of these. :-) |
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| 04:55pm 06/09/2004 |
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mood:  energetic music: Edison Museum, by TMBG
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1) Starting time: 4:14PM
3) Nicknames: none. but my game nick is kirE
4) School: none right now
5) Email: eranderson01@gmail.com
6) Eyes: gray
7) Height: 5'9
8) Siblings: three half brothers
9) Ever been kissed: yeah
10) Ever Cheated or been cheated on: yes. i have been cheated on.
11) What do you want in a relationship?: a loving, caring and non boring girl i can relate to
12) Ever missed school because it was raining?: snowing, yes. raining, no
13) Kept a secret from everyone?: yes
I4) Had an imaginary friend?: no
15) Wanted to hook up with a friend?: yeah
16) Cried during a Flick?: yes. im not gonna get into that
18) Ever thought of animated characters as hot?: yeah
19) Ever thought your best friend was hot?: no
20) If someone you didn't know were to just ask you out, out of the
blue, what would you do?: unrealistic. its not ever going to happen
21) Whats the first thing about a guy or a girl you notice? eyes
-----------------FAVORITES----------------
22) Shampoo: don't know
23) Color: black
24) Summer/Winter?: fall
25) Online?: service: huh? don't have a service. im always online. dumb question...
26) Lace, silk or satin?: satin
27) Like anyone?: yes
28) Who have you known the longest out of your friends: mark. since 4th grade
29) Who's the loudest: not sure
30) Who do you hang out with the most: no one really right now
31) Who do you go to for advice? myself. or my parents and friends
32) Who do you get along with?: pretty much everyone. often even if they hate me.
---------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU------------
33) Cried: no
34) Been mean: maybe
35) Acted blonde?: no
36) Been sarcastic: yes
38) Talked to someone you have liked?: yeah
39) Told someone you loved them?: nope
40) Hugged someone: no
41) Been depressed?: not anymore
42) Wished upon a star: yes
43) Laughed until you've cried: no
44) Played Truth or Dare: no
45) Watched a sunrise/sunset: yep
46) Went to the beach at night?: too far down the cliff! rofl
47) Broke up with someone?: nope
48) Just sat and thought, looking for answers?: yes
49) Felt lonely?: yes
50) Are you happy?: meh. i suppose. but not really
51) Are you talking to someone online?: not at this exact moment
-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN.......------------
52) God/Devil: kinda/sorta
53) Love: definetly
54) The Closet Monster: i don't have any closets in this house
55) Santa Claus?: not anymore
56) Heaven/hell: not entirely
57) Superstitions?: not all. certain ones
---------ODD QUESTIONS---------
58) Half empty or half full: i didn't order a glass of water! i wanna speak to the manager!!!
60) Favorite quote: "In parting I would just like to say...never pet a flaming dog..."
- Lewis Laughlin
61) When was the last time you showered?: this morning
62) What was the last thing that you said when you were online?: "mmk. ttyl then"
63) favorite food: blue cheese
64) What is your computer desk made of?: wood
65) What was the last thing that you did: sat down in this chair
66) where do u want to go on your honeymoon? haven't thought about marriage at all
67) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: who knows
68) Night or Day: night. i'm a night person
69) What type of weather?: blizzard
70) What did you do last night?: talked online. burned cds
71) Thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex?: personality
72) How do YOU eat an Oreo?: i hate oreos
73) All time favorite TV shows: Star Trek TNG, adventures of pete & pete, inspector gadget, masters of the universe...there are probably more...can't think of them all.
74) Dream vehicle? Vehicle? Not just car? anything but a crappy Geo or a yuppie SUV...or a hybrid...god, they're ugly
75) What do you want to be when you grow up: not sure
76) Favorite music?: anything but french rap
77) Favorite band?: so many...can't think of just one
78) Favorite food?: ive already answered this...
79) Favorite Songs?: see #77
80) Favorite days of the week?: friday or saturday
81) Favorite Animal: don't really have one
82) Where would you spend your day? don't know
83) If you could change your name, what would it be?: why would i
84) stuffed animals?: used to have lots
85) started something on fire? yes
86) First Son's name?: who knows
87) Husband/ Wife: huh? explain
88) First daughter?: who knows
89) Silver or Gold?: gold
90) You like scary or funny movies better? scary
91) On the phone or in person?: in person
92) Lust or Love?: love is more meaningful
93) If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?:
can't think of just one
94) Do u have a pet/pets? cats, dog, birds
95) What kinds of pet do you want?: cats
96) Favorite carnival food?: scones!
97) rides?: scrambler...the ride for the roller coaster is too damn long
98) Who sent this to you? jacked it from Miles. don't know where he got it
What do you think about this person?: cool
99) DO you want people to send this back to you? whatever
100) Time Finished: 4:50 pm |
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| 12:55pm 02/09/2004 |
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mood: bored music: Livin' on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
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Oh yeah...my trip. It was hella awesome. Pullman is about 250-300 miles from Seattle, so it was a ways. Left at 9:45am I think and arrived in Pullman (no stops pretty much) at 3:30pm...thats a long drive. The good part is that you can drive real fast in Easter Washington. People were going 90 in a 55...i decided it would be better to go 55...but when I was getting passed by everyone including a cop, I decided it would be better to speed up.
Cars get so much better gas mileage when you're cruising.
Seeing my friends was fun. Really topped off the summer.
Now, though, I'm back to the monotony again. School starts soon...and that's gonna suck.
Need a better job...jobs suck. Pointless and a big waste of my time. All they're good for is money and I need plenty of that right now...
If some rich millionaire is reading this, please feel free to give me some money. Cash preferred...large, non sequential bills in two unmarked plastic bags...the drop point is...ROFL...don't I wish.
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A - Act your age: huh? statement unregcognized by interpreter. too many variables.
B - Born on what day of the week? Monday
C - Chore you hate: Doing the dishes.
D - Dad's name? Ken
E - Essential makeup item? as i'm no longer a poser goth dont wear it anymore. but it was black eyeliner :-P
F - Favorite actor? i dont care. anyone but brad pitt.
G - Gold or silver? gold
H - Hometown? Bainbridge. But if you mean real hometown, Rochester MI, where im orginally from
I - Instruments you play? Trombone, Baritone
J - Job title? Slacker student
K - Kids? think im a bit too young to have kids.
L - Living arrangements? home
M - Mom's name? Barbara
N - Number of people you've slept with? 2
O - Overnight hospital stays? at least three.
P - Phobia? none that i know of
Q - Quote you like? It's water. It EVAPORATES - this is to those stupid people who freak out when they get rained on or a little wet
R - Religious affiliation? used-to-be Christian
S - Siblings? 3 half-brothers: Will, 13; Ben, 10; Christian, 6
T - Time you wake up? hopefully not before 9
U - Unique habit? dunno...
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? no vegetables I hate, but beans...pinto beans, lima beans...so many beans I hate
W - Worst habit? i cant think of just one
X - X-rays you've had? can't remember how many. more than five, if that helps
Y - Yummy food you make? i can't cook
Z - Zodiac Sign? why should i tell you???? |
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| 01:55pm 26/08/2004 |
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mood:  busy music: Them Bones - Alice in Chains
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Well, first of all, someone died in a car wreck. Very sad of Bainbridge. Not to be heartless, but I'm sick of writing about it.
Second of all, I'm going to Pullman WA (on the WAY other side of the state) to visit my friend before his college starts.
Third of all, I hate getting into arguments. All it does is piss both parties off. One thing people must realize though is that the teen years are for being wild and crazy and experimenting.
We are not yet qualified to make major life decisons at this point. Even at 21, just cause you can buy guns and drink alcohol doesn't mean you're informed enough to make an important descision.
As young people we are ruled by emotions, the media, and an immature mind. There is nothing we can do about that and it is quite pretentious to say that we are right and set, and have decided about whatever. Being in high school doesn't make you an expert on anything. Being in college doesn't give you much more than an education defined my mainly liberal professors...and their OPINIONS. College doesn't give you the right to say that your descisions are correct either.
Medical fact that most people probably don't want to hear and probably like to ignore...our brains aren't done developing until we're about 25. Thats not my opinion, its a fact. Therefore, before that, no matter how informed and mature we attempt to be, it's all a front. It's pretend. We are pretending to be this way.
Get over it. We aren't. Nothing you can do about that.
Descisions like marriage, sexual orientation, social status, politics, whatever
(even though we are LEGALLY allowed to make them) are best left to a mature mind. Which I do not have, nor anyone in my age group and certainly not below my age group.
We wouldn't say it's okay for a 12 year old to buy a gun. So why is it okay for an immature person (yes, at 21 you are still immature - gasp) to make life changing descisions.
It's not just about information. You can get information off the internet, from parents, teachers, friends. Whatever. It's about experience and having your brain being done delveloping. Reading all the highbrow books and taking advanced classes wont give you this. Being popular, taking drugs, being 'different', or living la vida loca wont give you this. Time alone will.
And yes, most of this is my opinion, the opinion of a fellow immautrue person. Choose to listen to it or not. Just remember...your brain aint finished yet. That's the FACT that you must remember.
And, as Forrest Gump says, "And that's all I have to say about that."
[Now...back to packing for my trip] |
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| 11:08am 20/08/2004 |
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mood: blah music: Dare To be Stupid, by Weird Al Yankovich
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Sorry for lack of updates. That last Friday was nuts. Much wild partying and went to the movies on Saturday night. Good times for all.
As for the rest of this last week...not too much went on. No work till Thursday. No work on Friday. Felt like crap some of the week.
Been toiling over an un-coopertive computer for a friend of mine. I hope she likes it when she gets back from vacation.
All in all, not too much. I'm always hopeful that something will materialize for the weekend though :-) |
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